payton and lucas just got married and then when they went to this house after, payton started bleading and fell to the ground…lucas found her lying on the ground and i want to know what happened after that?
e^(i?) = -1 | Sep 05, 2009
Is this normal. (In addition to this, there was the racial crud from others..I was the oddball. My Mom was very dark skinned.
Dad was blind as a bat. Resented because he was on disability he was old when I was born. On the line. I a mm not bipolar, skip that crud. .We were not trash. We were clean, intelligent, responsible, law abiding, except for the TT
caper.) If my folks or siblings had touched me sexually, I would have committed suicide immediately.
I would rather have been killed than to touch one of them. I don[‘t think you could have paid my folks a million to touch a child that way. We were not dumb by any means. Did not strive , they, to appear smart.
i was not IQ obsessessed, survival obsessesseds.
My siblings , first grade, I said I could do it myself. Stopped talking to me, would help me with absolutely nothing, nothing. Penultimate insult is that my siblings helped me with anything or gave me a copy of any stinking test. Left in care of trusted elder sblingsi, wet the bed , had to wear my clothes which reeked. Change clothes she said.Clothes? What clothes? One little pair of jeans in a drawer three fourths full of white bed sheets."Put your money inthat penny bank and I will get you a Christmas present."
Money? what money? I don’t have money.Where would I get money. Told I was "Good……for nothing."
Brush your teeth. Toothbrush? What toothbrush?
Older brother told me to stick my foot into the pen with a sow with pigs. I did, she came after it. I got it out in time barely..
Ihad no idea. Next sister almost let me drown. I said I could swim. I could swim, not like Tarzan. ?But I swam, I was taking in water after being clunked on the head ande dumped into deep water, dumped with my back to them. "Condescended to pull me out. That is not all, but I will stop there. My next brother thought it funny to be a bad example, tackled me, endlessly idiotic. Mischief. i learned to walk the high beam in the barn.
I learned to do tricks with the swing that would have injured me , had I hit the tree. .
We did not have sex. Said they kept me from doing bad things. Liars one and all. I could not associate with them without them trying to get me into trouble.
Next sister ostracized me. I am not sure of her intent.
The teacher was really unfair. I would not get involved because I did not know what it was about.
Brother stabbed me. Threw a fit, threw scissors and I was standing there with scissors stuck in me. He was little and addicted to nicotine.this one was lied to about me, thinks I am insane and perverted probably to this day. I never was and am not. Sent home with people, starved. Grades cut. Accused of bad things.
Sex ed. Is that what I think it is? Yes. Now shut up.
My period.
Sis. It means you can get pg. Now shut up.
I am not going to get pregnant.
What the heck do you mean by that.
Calling me gay or bi. I am neither. Everyone, pushing other than vaginal sex. Examples? not my siblings.
I didn[‘t see it. I prefer the big V. Want me to be gay?
tried to stop it.
Always want to know why do we not like you? siblings and others. Why do we prefer someone else? My answer, I don’t know.
I surely am glad you do. Please go where they are.
Believe it or not, college did this to me because of , guess what ….my sister’s doings, influence and another person from church. However, if I accuse them, they will get scholarships, money, laundered to them.
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Tried to frame me for arson, tried to get me into trouble for illegal entry. It was not locked thank
God. I learned better than to trust a sibling. Did not destroy or rob, not vandalized.. Thought it was on our property., the acreage. Lies. Lies.
Others , peers, not much better if any. Had one or two friends it seemed.
Would I have been lobotomized? I was not a red child.
I was not naturally prone to doing criminal acts. I wanted to be good, I waNTED TO go to church, be a chrisitan, go to college, be popular, liked for GOOOOD.
BUT I WANTED TO HAVE FUNNNNNN TOOOOOOO.
CLEAN law abiding fun. Cigarettes pushed, I am not really into cigarettes. Not a big eater, but required food regularly. I got nauseated, weak shaky like Dad. I didn[‘t know what it was. I ate three meals a day at home.
Not talk to me. I am supposed to have ESP. Bizarre gesticulations, weird body language. I will not look.
Is this normal. Six siblings. I am on the outside looking in all the time.
We are old now. I am not trying to ruin anyone. I did not allow this if I knew of it. I know some sibling rivalray ios normal. It is heinous for people to exploit this and make it worse. I tried to promote good relationships with my two kids.
This situation, your situation growing up,
is a common occurance where there is a
large group of people
(I hesitate to use the word family!)
and no love.
I believe it is all about love
and teaching love to your children.
What can anybody do?
Not have children if they have no love in their heart? Generally if there is no love, the IQ is so low that they won’t even know they shouldn’t procreate.
mamacedar | Nov 09, 2009
It blew my mind I didn’t realize how deep that whole thing ran. What are your thoughts on this book. People who have served in Iraq or Afghanistan get bonus points.
The story of what happened to Cpl Pat Tilman was widespread internationally, not just the US, (I’m UK).
Unfortunately as is all too often a factor, what undoubtedly happened on that day was due to the "Fog of War". Under such circumstances mistakes are made and sadly inevitable, friendly forces can and do end up engaging and killing each other in intense battles or war.
Tilman had positioned himself up on a ridge line opposite enemy combatants firing down on the vehicle borne element of his patrol, whereupon he engaged the enemy position. Receiving incoming fire, the vehicle borne troops could see Tilmans position and hear gunfire coming from it, but they couldn’t see the actual enemy Tilman had engaged, they in turn mistook Tilmans position for the enemy. Scenario’s like this with communications broken or non-existent due to terrain or or factors unfortunately are a recipe for disaster. He wasn’t the first, and you can guarantee that he certainly won’t be the last to suffer death from blue on blue fire.
It was recognised very early on that he had been killed by friendly fire, his patrol debriefed and the facts gradually drawn out, so where lies a cover up?? Furthermore that on the day, he bravely risked his life to save his compatriots up on the ridge line with him under intense (friendly) and enemy fire.
With the cold hard privelage of hindsight, it’s all too easy to scream "cover up" or aportion blame where blame may not neccasarily lie.
If any lessons should be taken away from this sad encounter, it’s that the fog of war will always remain, no matter how technologically advanced any army becomes, but more importantly Pat Tilman gave his life in a valiant attempt to save others, knowing full well his position was under friendly fire, he still risked showing himself in an attempt to cease the incoming friendly fire.
Arctic_Wolf | Oct 07, 2009
The guy is out to sell books – as a result he is going to ignore any evidence that mitigates or clears the ‘higher up’ of wrongdoing.
Another thing to do is that unless you have had to deal with something like this in real life – you have no business making judgements.
MikeGolf | Oct 07, 2009
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